A dias assim

I'm depressed, I'm angry, I hate myself!
i feel like killing myself,
i have this big whole in me,..
i feel people want to kill me
things are not turning up as u want to...
i simply wanna be somewhere else then what i am in....
the depressed switch is going on and off and going on more often then off...
i hate this!
its really disturbing
and here is a loud scream from the depth of my lungs AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
(em dias assim nem vale a pena levantar a cabeça apenas esperar que outro dia chegue)